[No. No, Nill is pretty sure Yosuke was right. She's too frail. Too weak. If she'd been stronger, if she could have done it better - anything better - maybe Shika would have asked for her help. Maybe he wouldn't have gone alone. Maybe, by some miracle, he would still be here-- or, she thinks more selfishly, she'd be with him, and maybe she wouldn't have to feel at all then.
She lifts a hand to her mouth, and shakes her head again. Her hands are still trembling, and so are her wings, shaking slightly down to the tips of her feathers. She's trying so hard not to cry.]
It won't bring him back.
[It never does. She cried for days and weeks and months whenever someone she loved was gone. She never really stopped crying, and it never, ever brought them back, no matter how much she wished it would.
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She lifts a hand to her mouth, and shakes her head again. Her hands are still trembling, and so are her wings, shaking slightly down to the tips of her feathers. She's trying so hard not to cry.]
It won't bring him back.
[It never does. She cried for days and weeks and months whenever someone she loved was gone. She never really stopped crying, and it never, ever brought them back, no matter how much she wished it would.
It never made them stay with her, either.]