Nill just-- stares at Yosuke, as if she can't believe what's in his head. It has to be a lie, right? It can't be true.
She'd tried so hard to make sure he didn't become that sort of person. That he didn't end up like her senpai, who Nill had loved but who had never once cared about her or Shika and only cared about going home, who ended up probably going a lot crazier than either of them because he just couldn't handle it, he couldn't deal, there was too much wrong with everything, and Nill hadn't wanted that for this Yosuke, she wanted him to be safe and happy and never once think about killing someone else--
God, she'd failed. Everything she'd done, every moment of worrying and fretting and trying so hard to make sure he was okay... it was all useless.]
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Nill just-- stares at Yosuke, as if she can't believe what's in his head. It has to be a lie, right? It can't be true.
She'd tried so hard to make sure he didn't become that sort of person. That he didn't end up like her senpai, who Nill had loved but who had never once cared about her or Shika and only cared about going home, who ended up probably going a lot crazier than either of them because he just couldn't handle it, he couldn't deal, there was too much wrong with everything, and Nill hadn't wanted that for this Yosuke, she wanted him to be safe and happy and never once think about killing someone else--
God, she'd failed. Everything she'd done, every moment of worrying and fretting and trying so hard to make sure he was okay... it was all useless.]