The lozenge? No, it's okay. You did it good. I just...breathed it somehow.
[The wing thing isn't as cool when Nill starts to shake. Even as off his face as Yosuke is, he notices that. The same futile twitch while he tries to reach for her again and fails. Frustrated, he shoves the only good feeling he has to share at her-the way the morphine dulls pain. Sure it itches, and puts a funny taste in his throat (unless that's blood, eugh) and makes his brain empty and useless, but it feels happy and dizzy and soft too, right? Like hiding under the blankets when you're a kid and you have a bad dream. Warm and enveloped.]
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[The wing thing isn't as cool when Nill starts to shake. Even as off his face as Yosuke is, he notices that. The same futile twitch while he tries to reach for her again and fails. Frustrated, he shoves the only good feeling he has to share at her-the way the morphine dulls pain. Sure it itches, and puts a funny taste in his throat (unless that's blood, eugh) and makes his brain empty and useless, but it feels happy and dizzy and soft too, right? Like hiding under the blankets when you're a kid and you have a bad dream. Warm and enveloped.]